Why am I here???(49/204)

Almost  one and half mouth passed since I came here.

There are bunch of things that I wouldn't experienced if I were in Japan.

But, I am now regretting one thing; fearing to jump in the chance.

My English skill is still pretty low.

I can't make smooth talking with the friends.

Of course I'm sure that it's my fault, not others.

However, in there days, I got feared to talk with foreigners and made the reason to flee from 

the communication.

I definitely have to make effort to improve my skill of English.

 

What do I lack of?

I guess it's passion and feeling of duty, the purpose to come here.

For instance, Hiro-san have passion for his family, so he can make effort.

What's my passion and dream and the goal????

 

And I feel that it's important to have the perspective of  "how to maximize my stay here"

 

 

From the experience of this one and half month, I wanna decide my rule.

 

1.Wake up at 5:30

2. Come MU at 7am every morning.

3.Work out for less than hour every day

4.Study by myself for at least 6 hours.

5.Make review session within the day I got the class.

6.Go to the office hour if you don't have any question.You have to make your question.

7.Take a time to learn English itself at least 30 minutes every day.

8.Write dairy everyday to improve my lifestyle , not to remember. I live in the future

(Steve Jobs say to himself every morning " If this is the last day of my life, Am I satisfied?")

9.Jumping in the opportunities to make friends to learn their thought and fun and learn English!

10. Not become too economical( Think about why I came here and how to spend my 24 hours each day)