9/21/2015
9/21/2015
I forgot to keep writing the dairy, but I'll do my best from today.
I think the biggest reason I couldn't continue is I didn't understand deeply about why it is important to keep Daily.
The first one is , I guess, that it improve my English more especially writing skill.
The next one is that I could look over the past and it remind me something important for me such as why I am here and what kind of feeling I got from the event. It'll deepen my memory and and become my flesh and blood.
And as the last, writing about the event which happen this day means verbalizing the experience.
Experience itself is pretty important, but the memory is gonna disappear. This "Verbalizing" is most big effect to keep writing.
Today, I went to the ARC, gym. Although I've never done exercise for a long period, I work out so hard caz that was the one of the purpose to come here.
Then, just join the Asian pacific event, but I realized recently I just forgot my purpose and goal and just live following the passing time.
That way of living will lose the meaning of being abroad.
Then, I went back to my home and got a phone from Yuma-san. He talked me a lot and make me realize so many things.
First, he asked me why you want to do internship and he said to me that for you internship is meaningless. It means that if my purpose is make my dream clear, I don't have to do internship.
That is definitely truth. In these days, maybe I was impatient since most of my friends have decided their job already.
But as he said, Did I come off the rail in terms of MY LIFE? WHY AM I HERE? HOW WAS THIS EXCHANGE DEFINED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE OR NEXT 5 AND 10 YEARS?
That is the things I need to keep asking to myself.
Osawa san told me same things. KEEP THINKING TO MY LIFE.
I think the biggest reason I couldn't continue is I didn't understand deeply about why it is important to keep Daily.
The first one is , I guess, that it improve my English more especially writing skill.
The next one is that I could look over the past and it remind me something important for me such as why I am here and what kind of feeling I got from the event. It'll deepen my memory and and become my flesh and blood.
And as the last, writing about the event which happen this day means verbalizing the experience.
Experience itself is pretty important, but the memory is gonna disappear. This "Verbalizing" is most big effect to keep writing.
Today, I went to the ARC, gym. Although I've never done exercise for a long period, I work out so hard caz that was the one of the purpose to come here.
Then, just join the Asian pacific event, but I realized recently I just forgot my purpose and goal and just live following the passing time.
That way of living will lose the meaning of being abroad.
Then, I went back to my home and got a phone from Yuma-san. He talked me a lot and make me realize so many things.
First, he asked me why you want to do internship and he said to me that for you internship is meaningless. It means that if my purpose is make my dream clear, I don't have to do internship.
That is definitely truth. In these days, maybe I was impatient since most of my friends have decided their job already.
But as he said, Did I come off the rail in terms of MY LIFE? WHY AM I HERE? HOW WAS THIS EXCHANGE DEFINED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE OR NEXT 5 AND 10 YEARS?
That is the things I need to keep asking to myself.
Osawa san told me same things. KEEP THINKING TO MY LIFE.
